Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
Purchasable with gift card
name your price
about
I'm now ten months on testosterone! Sitting here writing this, it seems impossible that it has been so long, but equally strange that I was ever without it. There were a few reasons I picked Sufjan for this milestone. Firstly, I watched Call Me By Your Name for the first time the other day (criminal) and sobbed my little heart out. I then listened to this song, over and over on a train journey, feeling the most in touch with myself and my emotions that I think I ever have. Feeling able to sit with myself, allow myself to grieve, allow myself to just be whatever I needed to be in that moment. I can't remember another time I've felt so at peace with letting the sadness sit with me.
In terms of my singing voice at this point, I've still been struggling with finding where and how it sits. I think that for so long, I took for granted the notes I could reach, how I naturally sang and so as my voices continues to deepen, I find it hard to not naturally be able to reach the places I previously could. Singing this song taught me that it's okay be gentle, that my lower register can still hold it's own power, even if I'm not able to project in the way I used to. And you know what, singing this was one of the most euphoric moments I've had yet with my voice. The changes are still scary, but I'm going to try and hold my arms open to them and not force anything anymore. I think it's better this way.
I hope you like this tribute to being gay, Timothee Chalamet and calmly being at peace with yourself, despite the sadness. And to you Sufjan, thank you so much for these new lessons x
credits
released April 21, 2022
Thank you to my beautiful friends for adding extra magic. Here we have classic Joshua Dickins bass antics (the best kind of bass), Grindle being a synth ghoul so perfectly and Anthony on his new favourite instrument. If you stay til the end, greg leaves a treat too x
vocals, saxophone and guitar - Frankie Pavitt
bass - Joshua Dickins
synth magic - Michael Grindle
glockenspiel - Anthony Williams
extra special treat - Greg Williams
Album art by Frankie. A photo I took in Paris but have no recollection of where or what it means, terrible xox
Another devastatingly beautiful batch of indie rock confessionals from Ontario singer, producer, and multi-instrumentalist Linnea Siggelkow. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 28, 2024
The experimental rock band's new record is as melodic and inventive as ever, but now with an even more honed sense of play. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 27, 2024
Ross J. Farrar of Ceremony creates dubby outside punk evoking the minimalism of Young Marble Giants on his second solo record. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 27, 2024
Dreamy indie rock a la Duster/Sparklehorse with interesting with dynamic shifts and subtle hooks to keep things moving along. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 23, 2024